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wer kennt die sehnsucht

und sucht im grauen meer

nach

ihr

wer steht am rande der zeit

und ruft in seiner weißen seele

mit

mir

wer steht zwischen den sandfarbenen

felsen und fischt geduldig und leise

nach

mehr

wer kennt die sehnsucht

und sucht im grauen meer

nach

ihr

wer geht auf mich zu

mit offenem herzen und

klarem

blick

wer übt sich in gelassener lust

friedlich und zärtlich

mit

mir

wer kennt die sehnsucht

und sucht im grauen meer

nach

ihr

wer verliert gerne viel

um frei zu sein für alles was

danach

kommt

wer gibt gerne einfach so

mit dem vertrauen dass alles

vieltausendfach

zurückkommt 

wer kennt die sehnsucht

und sucht im grauen meer

nach

ihr 

wer geht gerne dem unglück

aus dem weg und sucht mit freude

das

glück

wer liebt das meer und alle gezeiten

durch die reisen der jahre

mit

mir

wer kennt die sehnsucht

und sucht im blauen meer

nach

ihr

Nathalie Arun 2/2013

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bad news

don´t touch my soul

with bad news

I often see you

talking in silence

you´re wearing a cage

no emotion no sun

who destroyed your aims

I don´t know

I feel the cold in your heart

I see the tears of your mother

by the way: do you know

your father?

please don´t touch my soul

with bad news

You told me about your mother´s

disease and your aunt in armenia

everything corrupt and poor

your mum went to work in italy

oh please don´t touch my soul

with bad news

you´d never a real companion

´cause no one understood a thing

you try to find a thing to do

but daily work makes you tired

some days ago you talked about

a trip to go home but it´s too threatening

perhaps you will find a job or two

but no one is allowed to know

when I listen to your story

I feel the distance and I shiver

please don`t touch my soul

with bad news

Nathalie Arun 2/2013

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such a big world

cities without entrance

mountains beyond the sky

I have no idea where to start

and where to end voyaging in

such a big world

he told me to work in a bar

while preparing my graduation

but what is the following step

I really have no overview in

such a big world

my weary dreams are full

of strange people and places

I have no idea how to explain

or what you say open

such a big world

when I saw you the first time

I thought of a healing way of life

but all the detailed inspirations

where impossible to live in

such a big world

cities without entrance

mountains beyond the sky

is this the right direction or does

it lead to a point of no return in

such a big world

do you find me on facebook

or do you need my letter

do you still read your private mails

what about your growing celebrity in

such a big world

the day when you separated

and went away with margot

made my world an inner prison

walls without any windows

all of a sudden

I had to face

such a small world

in my dreams I still see

strange people and places

I have no idea how to explain

the difference I feel in this

all of a sudden small world

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green silk coat

on a wild path through the alley

you had your green coat on that day

when I came to know you deeply

you told me about your violent dreams

that night

on a wild path through the alley

you had your green coat on

that day

who thought you ´re not strong was wrong

when your father died on a rainy day you went

on a pilgrimage to the mount kailash

on a wild path of mourning

you had your green coat on

these days

how strong your desire for kids was

it was not possible for you to have one

you went on creating

on a wild path of mourning

you had your green coat on

these days

the day when I read your novel about silk

I fell in love with you on the cover you had

your green coat on

I left my wife to meet you

you had your green silk coat on

that day

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